going to make chocolate glazed donuts for the surprise party next week. i’ve always wanted to try, and i have a deep fryer and yeast that needs to be used up, so hey, why not. my last donut adventure making beignets turned out pretty well, so i have high hopes.
i think i may also just have to cave and get some sushi at some point next week. it is the one thing i constantly crave. i can’t get it out of my mind.
find my boyfriend a valentine’s day gift (which i’m slightly miffed about. despite me telling him not to, he bought me something; and i find valentine’s gifts hokey and overdone, although he does give really thoughtful gifts. so it probably isn’t hokey OR overdone)
find a new dress (yeah…my thrifting resulted in yet another sweater and more old man shoes. so much for looking adorable on valentines day. oh well. dresses will be better in the spring and summer anyways)
look into archaeological field school for the summer
look into study abroad for next year
take a pregnancy test at the end of next week so i can stop fucking worrying about it
there are two parties next weekend! one, a surprise birthday party, and the other a fiesta. i am very excited.
my aversion to food is continuing. things still taste and sound good, but i have no urge to get up and eat something. at all. no matter how hungry i am. it isn’t a comfort thing anymore. and i can see myself looking thinner now in the mirror.
i think. it could just be in my head. things so often are.
